still lookin..

i woke up and got ready for the interview that i had scheduled today. my job coach came and picked me up. man.. she was correct that minnetonka IS a drive from here.. i'm pretty sure it took nearly 45 minutes to get there. we get there and i tell the people my name and that i have an interview. they went and got the lady who was supposed to be interviewing me and she tells me that she doesn't have time to interview me and the interview was supposed to be yesterday. i have BOTH on my calendar at my house AND on indeed that the interview was supposed to be TODAY. while i was sitting and waiting for the lady who was interviewing me, i observed how the front desk ladies were acting to the residents- i'm sure i could do that if i had to but i'm not sure i'd be as comfortable always acting cheery to older people. i'm sure there'd be days where i couldn't do it at all. i'm not sure why it seems to be different with the people that come to sabathani.. maybe it's the environment and how caring and helpful the people at sabathani are? the people at this nursing home might have been caring and helpful but it just seemed but it seemed so fake to me.. maybe because i was an outsider and i wasn't familiar with the place? it might have been because i just seen older people and i'm not sure i'd be so understanding of them. i was coming back from the interview and while i was sitting in tabitha's car while we were driving, i seen another data entry job which might be more fitting to my abilities. i was trying to avoid data entry jobs because it just seemed like hermits only have data entry jobs but this particular job is on-site.. so i wouldn't necessarily be away from communication and interacting with other people because i wouldn't be working at home. so i might be back at my original job search target now.. because a long time ago, my grandma had me convinced that i should work data entry. i can do pretty near every job that i've been searching, the breakfast attendant job i just had the wrong impression of the job and it required more physical work than i would've probably been able to do without getting hurt. the original guy who was training me also said he didn't think i could do it- i just took it as someone underestimating me like always and how he talked about me while i wasn't around didn't give me the best impression of the place. i've gotta catch my ride to sabathani in about a half an hour.